the only person I've LOVE with all the sense of the word, is my daughter. I dont think/believe I will fall in love again

I wonder what made you say this.

you just haven't found the one, that's all.

I just dont feel like I used to about relationships...

Im just not like hopeful, im all negative and not even wanting anything to happen cuz I KNOW things are gonna end bad

but you haven't had a lot of guys have you?

you rushed into it w/ Alberto cuz of Paul - & u loved him so much.

i think you are capable of love again when the right guy comes. you can't give up! you haven't even started.

if you already dated hundreds of guys, then it's understandable that you say love has lost its meaning.

no, I havent had a lot of guys..compare to most ppl im basically a virgin in all of this!

I just dont know how to deal with this other guys thing...Im so negative! and I cant help it

like I keep thinking 'oh he probably doesnt care' or 'he probably forgot about me!' or 'he probably says that to every girl'

ugh tell me abt it. I feel that way abt guys too. that's why I'm so glad I have found someone who loves me back. no need to go thru that.

so! you just have to wait for that one!

yea...its the waiting that kills me. the not knowing who is coming your way, the discovery of feelings and the crushing of them too

that's what makes life so interesting. is that you don't know what's gonna happen