heaven

flower_cat: Not really heaven. I was stuck in a bad past of Nostalgic confusion and pre shock flash backs.

what the nostalgic? don't drown yourself... lives on!

flower_cat: First i want a way to depart from this Family.

do you mean... divorce?

flower_cat: Yes. I don't want to live here. It's not worth my life living here @ all. Just buying some time.

gosh...

Every day I'm thinking about it.. different story each day. I'm still hang on it so others won't change me to trick me into their control.