she brought up the subject herself. Of course lots of kid talk, like big guns, small guns, gigantic guns, baby baby small guns...

but she got a point as her conclusion - if a gun(s) ended up on her baba's hand that's a good thing or it'll be too bad too bad.

She is 100% an American, hahaha. That's what law makers told us, the citizens. Guns are here to protect to freedom...BS!

i remembered when howard was a little kid. i treated him as an adult. every morning he was beside my bed, waiting for me to take care of

him. but i was too tired and expected him to play by himself just as a grow-up. sometimes the child raising was full of regret.

but that happened to remind you to treasure the remaining time with kids.

oh man, I just wished the same this morning - wishing she will play by herself and let me sleep for 3 more minutes.

we were all watching the old video of Nara's first 3 days in the hospital. I wish the same - I wish I held her more and understand her needs

better

I wish we were more experienced and humbled.

everyday when I got frustrated I kept reminding myself - this is just x minutes of frustration. when these minutes passed I'll be fine.

be patient, be patient, be patient.

she will grow so fast and I'll wish the time can be rewind, including the frustrations.

she is a great kid. I am so lucky to have her. She helped me to see things in the different perspective. I am more relax, less selfish,

more humbled, and more 寬容

children are god's gift to us. If I can wish one thing, I will wish all children in the world will never suffer from any kind.

They will always have food on their stockmach and always secure and safe.

more humbled, and more 寬容 that is the great gift from raising a kid.