I have loved him to the best of my abilities. I made a choice to love him and to wait for him.

now, I'm making a choice to live my life.

yay.

But I'll still continue to love him. ^^

I found out from the past three months na trying to forget him will do nothing.

..but only make it harder for me.

it's a choice. Everything is a choice.

do something crazy once a day.

So I'll live my life hoping he'll come back.

XD Yeah, parang hindi ako buhay pa rin by myself and andyan pa rin siya...

pero I can't deny na naging buhay ko rin siya.

Hindi madaling burahin ang isang tao sa buhay, no.. Mas lalo na kung binigay mo ung lahat don sa tao.

I'll always love Sam. ^^

He'll be the only guy whom I would love. This is a choice.

just be happy.

I can only be truly happy when I'm reunited with him siguro... pero this may change in the future too. XD

but I'll try to be happy.

because I want him to be happy.

just choose happiness. while he's gone.

be happy.

but you should also want yourself to be happy

Kuya Jess, do u ever speak with him??

kent_duo: As I said, I can only be really happy when I'm with him... but he's not here anymore, is he?

kent_duo: kaya I'll try to live within the best of my ability.

jesse_panganiban: well, do you? ><

jesse_panganiban: I don't think you'll ever answer me...

pag nasa church siya, I talk to him. Siya yung oldest friend ko. Why would I snob him.

kinakapatid ko pa siya kay tita cely.

When we talk, we talk about random stuffs.

-shrug-