between what's play and what's real, that is...

...a little saddened by this, honestly.

it's probably better for you this way.

going to say he meant better mentally, but really it's better and worse. so No.

less bad things will happen to you and feel real at least?

hugs ._.;

does not think CND should feel bad.

does not think so either.

still gets...ah, absorbed, but it's not as immersive as it used to be.

doesn't really feel bad. I mean, I'm glad if it means you don't get hurt as often. But I do enjoy interacting with you

you still want to

does still want to, yes.

still enjoys it, even if he knows it's not real...

this is a good change.

this way it is more fun and less...

hmmms

happy about that, then <3

Janella can abuse you with less guilt this way.

what caused you to start to recognize the difference more easily.

less guilt in here in general is a positive change.

just...growing, perhaps. Coming to terms with his position in here?

agrees with less guilt

if me playing Blackout has helped... He doesn't believe it, not like you do.

RP events just get, like. Assimilated into his personal history, though.

nodnodnods well, if that's the reason then I really don't think it's a bad thing

wondering if maybe playing with Shito and with Bumblebee - in two different parts of your history at the same time basically - was messing--

you up or something

yes, that certainly contributed...

torn between the two. That made it easier to separate myself from them entirely.

nodnodnods

also is glad if you won't be hurt as much

particularly appreciates that aspect of it, hn.

/o/